I ❤ LA | Part 3
- Charlotte
- Apr 6, 2018
- 2 min read
Hello my beautiful raccoons! I’m trying to find a suitable name for my audience and I love raccoons. But it doesn’t exactly roll off the tongue, does it? This’ll be a work in progress. I want to start off with an apology. My blog post is mega late. And I’ll explain why. The past few weeks has been jam-packed with events. I’ll talk about more as I catch up with my posts.In regards to some news, I want to change my style of posts. I think a shorter, more concise post would serve me better. There are many things that I want to share, but I just feel lazy about writing. So I’ll be experimenting with shorter and more personal posts to alleviate the burden of regular posting.
Los Angeles. I changed a lot on this trip. The first change was my sexual orientation. I am officially bisexual! Weee~! I met this person who I found myself attracted to during the trip. We bonded and soon after she shared her side of our mutual attraction. She made a move on me after our closing ceremony at the club. The experience resonated with me deeply. It was the whole trip, the setting, intoxication, and just that growing sense of self that left an imprint on me. The second change was my attitude towards sex. America lives in a sex negative society. We are secretive about our sexuality. My perspective has changed. I am more sex positive than ever. To me, sex used to be something sacred. But I am slowly seeing it as more of an activity. My thoughts are still formulating on the subject, and I am gradually digesting thoughts on polygamy. I still prefer a stable 1-to-1 relationship over anything else. But I’m starting to ask - Are feelings necessary? Can I personally separate emotions and sex? I don’t know yet. But I have plans to find out.
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